Christ, my life
I am realizing more and more that believing the gospel means that all my sense of security, worth, value, and importance comes from knowing that even though I am horribly sinful and wicked, I am also totally loved and accepted in Jesus Christ more than I could ever hope. If I ever am living in a way that says, "I have Jesus, but only if I have _____ (approval, control, comfort, power, money, things, etc.) will I be truly happy," then I am not really living as a person who believes the gospel.
Lots to unpack here and I think I'll continue to work through it, but if you want to listen to a sermon that has helped me, listen to Christ, Our Life by Tim Keller.
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